Taking everything seriously
I’ve done it again, accepting the part-time, temporary, secretarial job. As assistant to the CEO of Susak Expo 2018. Taking on responsibilities, being helpful.
I have decided to not turn up today, I’m alreay struggling with the decision. But I think I need to challenge myself, be less reliable, less responsible. It’s also hard as it’s my last day ( hour) and I’ll never know the events that have happened in the office today. I’ll have to deal with not knowing if I’m missed or even replaced. Will comments, rumours, repercussions follow my actions or lack of actions. Will my future relationships to the CEO and to the group be damaged. Will I really learn anything, will I feel more free?